J is inisiting I drive into the city tomorrow....
Panic is setting in.
There is the fear of breaking down. The fear of breaking down somewhere I can't pull off the road. The fear of being stranded.
I know I need to pull myself through these thoughts and ignore the crazy.
Hard to do though.
Logically I know that even if the worst were to happen (car breaks down, somewhere unable to pull off the road, in peak hr). That it really isn't the end of the world.... When the panic sets in makes it really hard to remember that.
Panic. Fear. Crazy. Damn you mind, can't you just let me be?